DON'T EVEN THINK ABOUT IT.

what doesnt kill me

2009-07-22T00:45:00.000+08:00

What doesn't kill me, makes me stronger.

Everything happens for a reason.

Birkin

2009-07-11T16:49:00.005+08:00

How I wish I could go to the Hermes mothership in Paris,

find the man who sold me my shoes,

buy my TGM,

and waltz out the store with

for me mom.

bliss...

Dries Van Noten Bag

2009-07-11T15:38:00.006+08:00

There's this blog I always visit everytime i'm online.

and he has this bag that i lust for everytime i'm online and at his blog.

its this Dries Van Noten hand painted ostrich bag.

he got it at a sale (though i still dont know how much he paid for it) but man, this is one bag that i really really really really want! I kinda dont mind giving up the TGM just for this. ugh.

AHHHHHHHHHHHH EBAY DOESNT HAVE IT EITHER! :((((((((((((((((((

well i've been stuck at home coz of a flu + 2 days mc so i'm planning what to get for my 19th bday alrdy. what! it's only another 6 more months! you think the perfect 19th gift veh easy to find ah.

its either this

Louis Vuitton Damier Graphite Keepall 45

or this

YSL Messenger bag

or this

Loewe Amazona Weekender

or this

Balenciaga Weekender in Galet

or this

Hermes TGM Evelyn in black/ graphite/ bleu de prusse

but really, how i kinda wish i could get this

sigh... at least i have another 6 months to decide!

but on another totally useless and impractical but totally chio want:

Hermes equestrian holdall bag in chervon canvas

blogged in a while

2009-06-30T01:55:00.002+08:00

OMG i haven't blogged in a long time!

negligence of this blog is due to Twitter.

you know what I should do? post twitter on my blog so when you read my blog essentially you're reading my twitter.

besides fast twittering (via sms/ twitsg ) i have a character limit which keeps my twits short and sweet.

and and and its my hourly newspaper with Breaking News. thats how i found out about MJ's death at 4 in the morning.

R.I.P MJ

and i also found out not long ago that: Danish health officials confirm one case of H1N1 swine flu which is resistant to Tamiflu, first known case.

which made my last status : WE ARE ALL GOING DOWN THANKS TO SWINESSSSSSSSS!about 2 hours ago

honey or money?

2009-06-13T02:28:00.000+08:00

you think you would say put your honey before your money, honey.

but really, its easier said than done.

not going through with a sale option because it will cause your other half to feel unhappy.

but by not going through with the sale it makes you unhappy and doubt yourself.

sigh... maybe that's why i'm not crazy over marraiges. besides the gown and the fancy dressing up.

this is all deeper than it seems.

which designer would you pick?

2009-06-10T03:38:00.004+08:00

Just Wondering: Which Designer?

Here's a hypothetical question for you lot...

Let's say your closet exploded leaving you with absolutely nothing. Zero. Nil. Zilch. None. No clothes, no bags and definitely no shoes.

Which designer or fashion house would you pick to dress you up for LIFE?

You're only allowed to pick one. I repeat, just one. I mean it. Just one house for clothes, bags, hats, shoes, the whole lot.

Tell me. I want to know.

taken from: Bryanboy.

so, which will it be?

It definately looks like a close fight between Hermes Yves Saint Laurent (Homme).

tell me tell me what your pick would be! no seroiusly tag or tell me in person or something!

PCD

2009-06-06T01:06:00.002+08:00

PCD concert was nothing short of amazing.

its like i met them in person, coz we were so upclose. right behind the barricade. the closest any audience member could get.

but this is possible thanks to shairah, jannah and dian, who were damn HXC queued up from 2.30 to be thrid in the row.

anyways, seeing them in real life made me happy. i mean come on, you know i'm not that huge a fan. i love 'em but not really HXC. but still, seeing them made me ecstatic coz everytime i realised i was seeing huge stars upclose and personal, i always think of their humble beginnings. like how they were nobody to begin with. now, they're like... THE pussycat dolls.

it made me really understand... "when i grow up, i wna be famous i wna be a star i wna be in movies. be careful what you wish for coz you just might get it, coz you just might get it."

sigh, they touched my life more then they ever will know. coz its not like they will read my blog. unless they google themselves. In which case: PUSSYCAT DOLLS/ THE PUSSYCAT DOLLS/ PCD/ DOLL DOMINATION/ SINGAPORE

And Nicole winked at me. even dana said so! :DDDDDDD i think what prompted that was my hearfelt appreciation claps. tee hee.

2009-06-03T21:52:00.001+08:00

So much for being thankful and has had enough travel.

The visit to the airport made me wna spread my wings and flyyyyyyyy!

dang, MAYBE another 3 more months before it's even vaguely possible to
fly.

travelled enough.

2009-06-03T00:24:00.001+08:00

i just browsed through my sister's picture albums on facebook and just realised how much i have travelled in the past year.

June '08- Perth, Australia

October '08- Osaka, Japan

November '08- Perth, Austalia

April' 09- London, United Kingdom/ Paris, France

and my whole family left me behind in Singapore when they went to Bangkok in June right after Perth coz i had school.

I feel so grateful to my mother for her love and passion for travelling, among other things, and that I get to tag along most of the time. :)

next stop, Milan. Though we might just stopover at London and Paris again.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. what a joke.

*crosses fingers*

bazaar bazaar bazaar!

2009-05-31T23:39:00.002+08:00

BAZAAR BAZAAR BAZAAR!

this weekend has kinda been a blur, thanks to (no seriously) club 21.

HIKED to the flyer on friday after school to meet my mom for the club 21 bazaar sale. tired as fuck i pushed on and walked out with 2 items, a crisp white shirt, and a fitting mid-night blue blazer that i might very well have paid full price for it.

wanted to go again on saturday morning, but i couldnt wake up! I was supposed to meet zee them all at 9 so that we could walk there by like 9.30, but i couldnt wake up till about 4! ughhhhh gave up trying to find pants for my new blazer.

BUT BUT BUT! not all hope is lost, headed down again this morning at an unearthly hour for shopping at like 9am and reached there at like 9.30. waited till 10 and was the first few in! :DD

calculated and bought 2 pairs of pants within my budget (i brought cash to shorten the waiting time for queueing but at 11 am, what queue?

after gng home i had to go back again coz they didn't untag my pants with the security device. -.-

teehee mummy brought out her big-ish guns out tdy!

alldressedup much!

Blogging via iPhone.

2009-05-27T22:00:00.002+08:00

Black is the new black,

Coz food is for the weak. *strokes hair*

retaliation 2

2009-05-25T22:00:00.003+08:00

you say that we're different in values, ethics and morals. but you compared me to you regarding the clubbing issue- that i want to lead a scene life like what i think you want (values) and me being just as judgemental as you (values/ morals).

so... you are saying that we're different ONLY in values, ethics and morals, but you compare the similarity of the both of us based on these factors too.

Right, so... irony much?

anyways, you are so swamped with work, but somehow managed to talk about an issue that's really not an issue for 2 hours. and what i thought was the icing was that once we solved the issue, that you were just going to go on as usual, it was silence for like 20 mins while you were tyoing furiously away to god knows who on skype. sigh... coincidence again sial.

being bitchy well... you are a lil bitchy to me. but i just said that you are judgemental. and you said i am too. and that i taught you how to pass snide remarks and talk back.

BUT SNIDE REMARKS ARE BEING BITCHY, NOT JUDGEMENTAL. as concluded in the previous post. that i've moved on from being so judgemental. that maybe you should too. but if you don't wanna, by all means.

though you go on to say "i never thought i was bitchy".

i didn't either. i never said you were bitchy to begin with!

i said you were judgemental.

you said i taught you snide remarks etc.

i said snide remarks aren't being judgemental, its being bitchy. so what you said is like totally irrelevant.

hence what i "taught" you, was how to be bitchy, but now i'm talking about you being judgemental. geddit.

and glad you admit that you're judgemental. go on, say i have no right coz "you're judgemental too, no?"

well, you say the one about your father causing you to be judgemental is a joke.

"I think I know why i'm judgemental"

"why?"

"cause of my dad. DAMN JUDGEMENTAL. He see this car with a lame bumper sticker, then he go on a 10min rant abt how stupid the driver must be."

anyone who thinks this vaugely sounds like a non-laughter-inducing joke or a joke of any nature, please stand up, please stand up.

and and and, i can't be sure of anything nowadays. for all you know tmr when i open your blog its all a joke again. hahahahaha! (jokes are supposed to be funny mah)

retaliation

2009-05-25T08:38:00.002+08:00

as much as i think that blog wars are so last season, i can't help but retaliate because i obviously can't let such a huge matter rest like that.

before i say anything, i must share an observation i made. you repeat twice that we are so different blah blah blah, yet, you compare me to you and how i want to do the things you do and how i act the way you do. ironic much?

now on the indebted message. you claim that you mean it wholeheartedly as a joke. yet when i replied:

"oh no you didn't. are you freaking kidding me. you honestly tell me you did not just say that."

Yet i never got a reply from you. coincidence? you know what would be the cherry on top of this? you saying you didn't recieve the message. but i sent it and i can show you coz iphone doesnt allow deleating single messages.

point number 3. i dont think that calling only 3 times the last week for something you need is wrong. if it has been like that since the start. when there's a CHANGE (i'm coing to that soon) suddenly, you can't blame me for finding a reason right? besides, your also said that you will call and chat. but err... not recently?

like see sharon and joanna. i basically dont really talk to them unless we're going to meet up or whatever. and i'm okay with it coz its been like that all along.

CHANGE is such a catalyst. you talk about no matter how judgemental you are, i am too and better still, i taught you everything. BUT BUT BUT, i won't exactly consider snide remarks and witty comments being judgemental. that's just being bitchy. and yes, i've had my fair share of being bitchy.

even if i DID teach you all of that -*rolls eyes* - "we've changed" and maybe i've moved on from that. shouldnt you? besides, ironically you just told me a few days ago that you discovered the reason behind your judgemental self is because of your father. again, i have proof so dont say i'm shooting my mouth off.

now see, your situation with your new friends is a lil hard to explain. you are technically not a scene kid yet ( how many ppl know you only pls) but you go out drinking and get so drunk you bathed in your puke. granted it may have been a one time thing, but if it's any indication of what's to come then gg loh.

so ya, scene might not be rightfully used on you, but maybe you get my drift?

i think this time its over.

2009-05-24T01:06:00.002+08:00

"cause i dont want to be indebted to you."

I just need you, whoever is reading this now, to think hard. think if you have a close friend (or at least what i thought was a close friend. HA) who will say these words to you?

indebted:

2.	obligated for favors or kindness received: He was indebted to her for nursing him through pneumonia.

its so... dissapointing.

especially using such a pungent word to descibe something so mild.

this is how the conversation went:

"This is sad, I'm alone. At this lame ass event taking peeks. THE THINGS I DO FOR MONEY."

"What event and with my camera?"

"Yes. Your cam and some anti smoking event. I assume you want me to pay you cause i'm using your cam."

"Why you nvr ask me to take"

"Cause I don't want to be indebted to you."

like seriously, wtf?

first and foremost you borrowed my camera ONE week ago to take an event for school. I never asked for it back because I didn't need it till tdy for Ibis and Dana's thing but i figured whatever.

and you never offered to return it to me despite letting it sit around your house. I loaned you the thing, not gave it to you.

and you then took it again for another spin around town.

fine.

and since you have had your new posse, you only called me thrice in the last... week? all three times only because you needed something from me. Saturday, my camera. Wednesday, my advice. Thursday, my laptop.

indebted? who's counting, right?

I alway thought to myself that i'm friends with this person and i do whatever favours or stuff is because i know if i were in his position, he would help me too. isnt that what friends do?

guess not huh.

because apparently he cant be "indebted" to me. (his words, not mine)

besides the fact its so stressful and tiring being his friend, facing judgement every meeting, listening to him rant about this boring girl with "alot of armpit hair" (get over it, seriously) and having to give in most of the time, its fucking irritating how he gives in to everyone of his coursemates and friends of one year and not me. its annoying how he fucking annoys me to my wits end with him being his true self, not that plastic you see in his course.

he calls it special treatment, but although i have friends tht i'm just as close to, or known even longer, you're the only person to have such a thing. coincidence much?

so this time, i really call it quits. for real.

call me immature, childish, retarded, there are some lines you just cannot cross. and boy did you fly past that line as fast as usain bolt running past the finish line.

spread and wings and fly, and go be that scene kid you always wanted to be.

lack of confidence.

2009-05-19T01:19:00.001+08:00

I don't want to do it.

Must I? Really?

I'm shivering so hard right now I'm even thinking how to wriggle out of it before 20thcentfashion.

mix and match.

2009-05-12T17:23:00.003+08:00

opposite me at starbucks is this girl with a completely knockoff cheap looking Balenciaga Lariat in Noir.

and she pulls out her Chanel Long Cambon wallet with a striking neon pink interior to keep her change.

truly an epitome of Mix-and-Match.

mother's day!

2009-05-10T19:34:00.004+08:00

Happy Mother's Day Mummy!

i watched oprah tht day and this psychic-ish guy said that we children pick the parents we want before we are born.

damn, i did a great job at picking a mother. (my dad will have to wait till father's day... lol)

its all about good karma too, me having a mom like tht, and her having a son like me? LOL SHE SAY ONE OKAY.

this year's Costume Institute's MET ball theme was "Model as the Muse." and to me, my mom is the model and the muse.

thanks for everything, the inspiration, the presperation and letting me doll you up.

happy happy mother's day!

:) <3s

i want to own a goyard... SHOP.

2009-05-10T01:56:00.010+08:00

for this lame ass module i have to take, Basics of Entreprenuership (?) i'm supposed to come up with a business venture to hypothetically invest in and start it up fo real.

with much apprehension i didnt know if bringing in an already established shop would count as a business venture. but my teacher gave the green light with the phrase "can make money can already."

top 3 choices:

- Open a Goyard flagship store in Singapore

- Open a Crepe House

- Open a travel agency

decided to go with top choice of Goyard since i like labels more then food and travel ( i think. LOL)

and now, maybe i'm getting a lil too serious (read: carried away) with this little project. coz now, i just really want to materialize this business venture after i finish my research at the end of this semester.

guess its not such a lame module after all. :)

read what this writer had to say about Goyard against the fore-running Louis Vuitton in this article.

Takin' on Louis Vuitton- Go Goyard!

i just want to escape...

2009-05-08T01:37:00.002+08:00

"different people, different piorities."

whatever, from now on you can just win all the time.

anyways, its friday, the last day of school for the week. but yet i still feel dissatisfied.

I want to escape all in 3 weeks but with piling assignments i think that's going to be damn hard.

My CDS teacher said that during the great depression in the 1930s, people took inspiration for fashion from movies, hence dubbing the decade as "Hollywood Glamour".

and why excatly were movie costumes recreated in real life? because people would escape from reality of the crashing stock market and bury themselves in the fantasy of moving pictures. and once that experience is over, they tried to prolong it by duplicating what they saw on the big screen.

i guess that sounds all familiar and relevant now, just... in a different context.

i don't want to go to school.

i do not like school.

2009-05-04T01:20:00.003+08:00

its been awhile since i havent look forward to this for a long time.

i wna succumb to slumber till the sun sets.

how... another xx times to repeat this cycle

so close, yet... *poof*

its hard how to show your appreciation for the these short posts.

i hate buying presents

2009-05-03T01:55:00.001+08:00

As much as I like buying presents for people,

Did I happen to mention that I hate choosing presents?!

FYI.

Ugh, one big headache after another.

if you please...

2009-04-23T01:23:00.001+08:00

I would like a 50cm thank you very much.

Fine,

or a 40cm HAC.

Please...

I said please okay!

Audi Fashion Festival

2009-04-20T16:44:00.014+08:00

On to a less depressing note...

No wait, I think this is equally depressing.

I tried to see if there were tickets left for the Audi Fashion Festival in Singapore and chanced upon the website which sells their tickets!

Only to be greeted with this:

Christian Lacroix Spring/Summer 2009, Opening Gala
6 May 2009, 7pm

In Conversion with Colin McDowell and Gareth Pugh
7 May 2009, 3pm

Gareth Pugh Autumn/Winter 2009 brought to you by Microsoft Advertising SOLD OUT
7 May 2009, 7pm

Blueprint 2009 featuring Black Market
7 May 2009, 11pm

~~The~~ ~~Ashley Isham Couture Showcase brought to you by Lee Hwa Jewellery~~ - SOLD OUT
8 May 2009, 7pm

~~~~Marc by Marc Jacobs brought to you by Samsung Mobile~~~~ - SOLD OUT
8 May 2009, 9pm

~~Vivienne Westwood AW 09/10 Anglomania Show~~ - SOLD OUT
10 May 2009, 8pm

In a phrase I was like WTF?! why is the Gareth Pugh show, the MBMJ show, the Vivienne Westwood show, the Ashley Isham show sold out but not the Christian Lacroix show?!

dejected that its virtually impossible to buy tickets to the westwood, MBMJ, pugh and isham show, i tried my luck with the Lacroix one. Duh.

tee hee now i know why the fucking lacroix show is the only fucking show not fucking sold out.

it fucking costs fucking FOUR-fucking-HUNDRED dollars to get in!

ZOMGGGGGGWTFBBQTYVMKTHXBAI.

sigh... if only I had four hundred bucks as in investment... to Lacroix that is.

and so sad Junya Wantanabe not coming. why is Junya not coming?!

!@#$%^&*

right. shall try to upload highlights of the recently concluded (and too short if you ask me) trip as a cherry on top of this annoying long post that i have not done in a long time.

At Bath Spa.

Other 2 F's

Famous Ave Champ-Elysees!

Mothership of all Louis Vuittons On Ave Champs-Elysees.

Best damn macaroons from Laduree. They have like distinct green paper bags which are instanly recognisable, like Tiffany's, but green.

Outside the Mothership of all Hermes' on Rue Faubourg St-Honore

"damage, damage, I thought that I should let you know... Baby come on fix it fix it fix it"

Musee D'orsay

The impressionist painting of Claude Monet's wife on her death bed. One of my Mom's fav artists.

Inside the Musee D'orsay, which used to be a Metro Station. Then converted into a museum.

Icon of Paris, The Eiffel Tower

Cherry Blossoms in Paris, on Champs-Elysees.

there, done.

tsk.

everything happens for a reason.

2009-04-16T01:34:00.003+08:00

everything happens for a reason

and so it has been proven. even overseas so... I just need to make myself believe it and apply it in this situation.

back from london!

2009-04-15T02:32:00.002+08:00

bonjour singapour!

imma back in sunny humid singapore, awaiting for school to reopen.

so anyways, crazy shopping; everything was so much cheaper there comparatively.

managed to excercise some self restrian and bought only what i needed.

Lol.

initially, i planned to get:

- tie(s)

- something from BV

- A bag

- shoes

- notebook

- eyewear

- coin pouch

- something from LV

and various ppl's present/ stuff to buy.

but in the end... I only got like 2 pairs of shoes, a tie, and 2 bags. thts not so bad right! nothing from BV or LV somemore.

so im proud of myself.

n'ways here are some peektures from london/ paris. uploaded the rest alrdy but fb pissed me off so i aint gna upload'em.

okay wtf blogger just displayed the Error 404 thingum and i cant upload picts. maybe later.

bye bye spore

2009-04-04T02:41:00.001+08:00

Bye Singapore,

and

Hello London!

:DDD

quiz

2009-03-30T01:21:00.002+08:00

so bored and curious me decided to do this quiz which is rumoured to be very accurate at reflecting your true personality.

most of the questions were pretty hard to answer, was torn up between 2 choices for most.

so n'ways i did one and this is the result i got.

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

LOL much.

after reading it i thought most didn't make sense, so i retook the quiz, this time filling up my second choice answers.

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

i think its quite scary.

this probably proves i'm still second guessing myself a lot of the time.

innovations

2009-03-23T12:16:00.004+08:00

somtimes, i think innovation at its best could cause you to want to rip your hair out.

like how some genius at apple thought it would be good to make the charger magnectically connect to the port on the laptop so that when you tug the charger, the latop won't fall but only pull out the charger.

but thanks to this genius, the connection is pretty weak and comes off fucking easily.

making me lose my work twice.

fucking cb ttm.

picnic

2009-03-20T04:08:00.002+08:00

picnic-ish was fun! topped off with mahjonggggggg.

woots pl0x.

Gossip Girl 18 is out and i'm done. GG 19, GA 18, DH 17. cute much!

spent a bomb on food tdy and i think bryan is happy with his purchase.

singapore's weather is like fucking irritating. so bloody nice 2 days ago and nbcb now humid like anything! zomg.

kthxbai.

okay this is really really random much alrdy.

long time no see.

2009-03-17T23:07:00.002+08:00

oh geez i havent blogged in ages and having the previous post stare you in the face when my blog popping up is just... vulgar.

I LIKEEEEE...

LOL.

anyways, hols are halfway through, and year 2 will begin. scary scary thought which will be pushed to the back of my head till i come back from my holiday!

oh ya. i'm broke.

ikr, whats new but seriously. DIE BROKE.

it didnt help that i bought take the lead and the devil wears prada dvds tdy at gramaphone. but it does help some people owe me moolah!

anyways i just thought grey's script was good and deep.

something along the lines of how we always think we can run away from our shadows by running into the light. but the brighter the light, the longer your shadow. the only way to solveyour problem it is to walk into the darkness and confront it.

sorry dancers i can't come to your concert... 3rd is wong's bday and i'm flying off on the 4th so...

record it for me to see okay!

which first, dancing, or fashion-ing?

i'm thinking... prada-ish.

real porn bryan peektures.

2009-03-01T15:35:00.004+08:00

OKAY. NO KIDDING. BRYAN'S DEBUT AS A PORN STAR.

PLACE: HOLLAND V.

up all night spamming GG

2009-02-27T10:01:00.004+08:00

OKAY HIGHLY ANTICIPATED PORNO PICTURES (NO VIDEO STREAMING SORRY):

okay i lied. maybe tomorrow or something. im just too tired.

yet, i didnt sleep the whole fucking night.

yes, at 10.03 in the morning, i have yet to catch a wink of sleep. so i turn to only one place.

YOUKU.

streaming only works in the middle of the night and boy did it save me.

have been spamming Gossip Girl season one and finally finished it, save for the last episode coz i can't seem to find it anyfuckingwhere.

okay maybe im a lil cranky due to the lack of sleep. but i blame panadol cold.

though i think its a fair trade. one sleepless night for the ability to smell again. wohoooo!

anyways, i think the Gossip Girl herself has some pretty neat lines. and queen B is so overated. not to mention irratic. which is annoying.

B and Chuck are so last season. coz he's wayyyyyy to horny.

and Nate is a very very needy lil helpless spoilt upper east sider who always "needs to talk". tsk, grow up Archibald.

but i do like S and Lonely Boy. they're interesting and underated. more people should talk about them.

Little J is annoying the shit outta me. she and B should just be "bff's", hold hands and fall off a cliff while trying to push each other down.

okay MAYBE i'm taking ficitional characters and judging them more then i should. i blame the insomnia.

so yeah, i think that's quite enough.

catch lipstick jungle tooo. much to your surprise its different from sex and the city. more matured, would you say.

sigh, upper east siders.

on to season 2 then...

food and shopping lists.

2009-02-24T03:53:00.003+08:00

okayzxzxz.

ao im back, fully eqiupped with a running nose and a sore, sore throat.

holidays are into its second week and hallelujah i think i just came down with the flu.

so what do i do?

i sit at home and watch TV till my eyes pop out. from like 1 in the afternoon till 7. HXC TTM. anybody who truly knows me will tell you tht TV is my calling.

now, at 4 am, my only companion is a tissue box tht i draw a tissue from every 5 secs. oh and my thoughts. my desires in every aspect of life.

and i havent sent ale my resume for night safari. DIE.

so i'm currently unemployed, but im planning a shopping list for the highly anticipated london-paris trip. zomg HXC or what?! LOL.

shopping is an art, research has to be done too you know. like knowing what to buy where to buy so tht savings is optimal during this critical recession.

BULLSHIT.

i just wna buy my mom the bag i think suits her the best and the wallet she's been lusting for since her bday.

on another note, bryan has been nice to me tdy. he happily satisfied my cravings of having sushi.

so to thank him, his porn pictures will be up soon. you know, the one where he fornicated with the 'little' bespectecled boy in the holland v playground. yeah, THAT one.

and btw mates, our expensive food trip of the month is coming soon and wtf i'm craving for THE brazillian buffet place at Chip Bee Gardens. even having just the salad bar alone will put a smile on my face for a while.

stay tuned! Bryan and Boy makes a Porno coming right up!

im reminded

2009-02-16T01:43:00.001+08:00

I'm constantly reminded why I don't do the things I don't do.

Because they fuck my upside down.

im not gay, im just dissapointed

2009-02-09T04:10:00.003+08:00

I... really dont know what to say.

throwing it all away, just to be like the rest.

flunking the only you knew how.

not giving a damn about the consequences.

partaking in less then desirable activites.

occupancy in less then desirable places.

all these take all the words i know out of my mouth.

except one.

Dissapointment.

hell its a big word, but its some big shoes to fill.

i expected so much from you, my intellectual friend.

guess its just a matter of time that change will take over and you will be beyond regconition.

you are guilty as charged.

i just hope you really see this and check your act before i give up on you for the 5th time.

too competitive

2009-02-05T03:09:00.002+08:00

dammit i am freaking competitive i've got to stop.

well, i wont say im competitive in the "wrong" things, but lets put it this way, studies aint no competition to me.

i just really dont like it when someone whom i kinda have something against has that something more than me.

even though i completely dont like the thing that person got anyways.

of course, i dont reach over certain heights coz damn right i aint the richest man in the world. yet.

till then, suck on it! coz my 2nd time in paris and london has yet to come. buahahahahahahaha.

move on...

2009-02-04T09:39:00.000+08:00

that 300 just aint gna cut it.

but if i have picked anything up, its to learn from this and move on to do greater things.

"i'm looking at the bigger picture."- Miranda Bailey.

Happy Birthday, Rachel Chan!

2009-02-02T02:04:00.001+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday,

Miss Rachel Chan.

Justin. (:

its already the first of feb!

2009-02-01T01:28:00.002+08:00

blink your eyes, and its February.

when my calender displayed the big 1, it took me 15 mins to realise that January was over.

it seemed like it was only 2 days ago i turned 18, but its been 20.

CNY picts.

2009-01-27T23:39:00.006+08:00

tee hee my new shoes' soles! waiting to wear them since forever.
the Fs!

notice they switched shoes. but the first picture shown is the shows the correct shoe on the correct owner.

and there was Moët et Chandon!

CNY

2009-01-27T23:08:00.003+08:00

awesom pwesom Chinese New Year.

with all the clothes, money and fun. how not to?!

no gambling or excessive eating though. but we have like another 13 days to work on that. hopefully gambling soon LOL.

Happy 55th, mummy.

humans.

2009-01-22T21:03:00.002+08:00

you know, humans ar every funny creatures.

when volunteering, its full enthusiasm, except when volunteering yourself.

then we also tend to assume alot of things. but imma not sure what really happened though.

why am i being singled out? why, out of 5, only me?

if you want to claim that as a compliment, then well, thank you. but i graciously reject it. i can do without your compliment on my competence.

after all, you're the one at my mercy.

now, beg me to have mercy.

btw, havent talked much at home, but loving every second of the bootlicking. i still am damn pissed off and fucked up fyi.

why am i so peeved?

2009-01-22T08:45:00.003+08:00

why am i so peeved?

well...

i dont know if its because i have to wake up at 6am for the next 3 days.

or maybe its because i have to miss preparation for reunion dinner at home.

perhaps its because i will be sleep deprived and sleeping will become a luxury in the coming week.

might be because i have to miss going to school and miss out the feeling of submitting the project with my group.

nope, i'm pretty sure its because someone needs to suck someone else's balls but instead, sends me to physically do it.

yep, pretty sure.

on the brightside, i get everything my way because they have to suck my balls for me to suck the more powerful.

all's NOT good.

good bye new year's eve

2009-01-21T22:17:00.001+08:00

goodbye my lover,

goodbye my friend.

see you when i do, Eve of Chinese New Year.

"the story of my life."

materialistic moi

2009-01-17T00:57:00.006+08:00

ze chanel 2.55 classic flap
ze Yves Saint Laurent Muse Briefcase

ze Louis Vuitton Sirius in Nomade Leather

ze Loewe Ava Weekender

Prada Bi-Fold Wallet

FYI, i have to resot to doing this because MSN is being a bitch and refuses to allow me to send pictures.

dang.

so bryan, you can stop judging me now.

BUT,

if you think you have too much moolah to spend, or maybe you just love me too much, feel free to get me the prada wallet as shown above in RED, only available at DFS Scotts, opposite Far East Plaza. Last 2 pieces available in Singapore. One reserved by me but reservation ends today. but i havent decided whether to get it or not coz then i wont know what to do with Bally. :((((

no more london/paris

2009-01-14T02:23:00.001+08:00

"spoilt brat"

damn, ignorance is bliss.

i know, karma. luxury. but, please, i would rather be kept in the dark.

GEO CHALLENGE!

My 18th

2009-01-10T23:10:00.003+08:00

okay, so i turned 18 today.

Hooray TTM!

lets backtrack.

today, i did the top four things i like doing in my life.

Sleep, Talk, Watch TV, and Eat.

gorgeous gorgeous gorgeous.

yesterday...

everyone came by!

(in order of whoever i knew first)

- Darryl

- Rebekah

- Joy

- Maryse

- Rachel

- Joanna

- Bryan

- Sharon

- Joan

- Dawn

- Yiling

- Qian Bi

- Yilin

- Alethea

- Dana

- Farhanah

- Amanda

- Kim

amazing food! amazing people! amazing time!

OMG i swear this is definately one 18 to remember.

for pictures and a very nice thing said by dana about me,

visit: http://weblog.xanga.com/spring_rings/688887756/cradle.html

dana, i forbid you to blog. ever!

lawry's- NOT published.

2009-01-01T01:26:00.000+08:00

its good to just let things be for a couple of days to mature, just like wine.

gone.

HAPPY NEW YEAR Y'ALL!

christmas and school

2008-12-29T02:58:00.004+08:00

post chirstmas was helluva fun dooods! esp with presents from the clique.

anyyyyyyyyyways, clique came over for a potluck on boxing day to celebrate christmas/ swit's bday.

tonnes of food thanks to bryan. (how apt, i know) we had everything from pasta to chicken to ham to stuffing to otah to sotong balls and hokkien mee.

L-O-L.

Wii-ed, mahjong and talked all the way till bout 4 am and conked out. cluedo-ed first thing in the morning after maryse and bryan left!

sigh... the fun. crap i need another mahjong fix.

well, chirstmas was different this year, tropical if i may. and the gifts, whoo-hoo!

you will never guess what bryan got me.

some get gucci for chirstmas, some get louis vuitton.

i get PRADA!

heh heh heh, to be specific:

a pair of shades

2 pairs of shoes

2 wallets

an agenda

a lugguage

and a tote.

oh right, a suit too!

muahahahahaha be jealous y'all. ask me and i will show them to you.

*winks*

i wont bid 2008 goodbye yet, there's still 2 days that could change things. we'll see.

and its sad how i can enjoy reading about a person's life, but resent it all at the same time.

school's due (and photog too) in about 11 hours. wish me luck.

lawry's tonight! =D POOF.

chirstmas at home

2008-12-24T16:42:00.002+08:00

it feels good to finally be in Singapore during chirstmas.

but lets not keep this up for long okay? coz the crowds are killers.

potluck on Friday at my place! cant wait to plan the menu lol.

Happy Holidays Y'all!

confessions of a shopaholic- the movie

2008-12-17T01:58:00.001+08:00

ZOMG THIS IS FUNNEHHHH.

esp how she froze her credit card

esp how she asked if he spoke Prada

esp how she slapped the finnish guy without knowing a word he muttered.

got to catch this. if it ever comes!

shopping and chirstmas

2008-12-17T00:25:00.003+08:00

zomgggg. shopping yesterday was damn sinful. and i dont even dare think about the damage done on friday.

i think i'd better admit myself into the hospital before i actually recieve the bill for my card. damn.

but i got my shoooeeeeessssss! (((((((((((:

and a new polo. muahahahaha. but i feel kinda bad for the RL guy coz i told him i'd be back for the gold pony, but settled on something else. aye wong? LOL.

but yesterday was fun.

bryan and i strutting around the streets pretending to be 2 spoilt rich brats with him carrying 2 brown paper bags and one plastic bag and me with one striking red one.

damn that was fun. while it lasted.

and i thought that its quite ironic that i hate the places i buy things from be very "indie"- uncommon. and absoulutely hate it when it has been exposed. LOL. but my music is mainstream TTM.

i shall be materialistic like alethea and come up with a list of tangible things i want soon. if i can be bothered.

gahhhhh.

its all coming backkkkk.

ahhhh i got my shoes! YAY.

blogging frenzy and words from tom ford

2008-12-14T00:31:00.004+08:00

okay i'm on a blogging frenzy.

coz im hungry? LOL.

well, for some reason, i feel a need to go extreme shopping and just indulge in retail therapy. but where the hell am i gng to get the cash for such an activity at a time of crisis like this?!

crap.

i wna buy nice things for me, family and friends. and plan parties.

well, "wise" (subjective) words from designer Tom Ford:

10.

There’s one indulgence every man should try in his lifetime: If you’re straight, sleep with a man at least once, and if you’re gay, don’t go through life without sleeping with a woman. Either way, you might be surprised at how natural it will feel if you can get past the mind-fuck of stereotypes. In the end, it’s just another person that you are relating to in a physical way

-When he talked to men.style.com on the RULES OF STYLE for men.

gee, wonder if he's anything like marc jacobs.

read more @ : http://men.style.com/details/features/landing?id=content_7606

its best to be out on sats.

2008-12-13T18:34:00.003+08:00

wow, and they call me drama mama.

anyways. blew cash ytd and i feel guilty. dang.

more, toms. MUAHAHAHAHA.

starbucks and amusement

2008-12-09T17:12:00.002+08:00

you know, starbucks never fails to put a smile on my face.

no wait, lemme get this right. the patrons of starbucks always seem to be able to make me snigger.

just like this brother-sister-cousin trio at the next table.

sister and cousin shared something funny, brother didnt laugh. sister went: EH LAUGH NOW! then to cousin: aiya nvm he doesnt get our lame jokes.

muahahahahaha.

and starbucks made me meet jolin, which meant her lending me her notes. godsend.

i know, i know, i should be studying now. but the thing is that i finished all of the j2 notes from 3 hours last night and 3 hours now. sooo... whateves.

"eh pls, i wont fall for a younger guy. you cannot love everyone that walks on the street like that what!"

and the sister is educating the brother wrongly. you sit next to a guy you're gay. but its better to be gay then to sit next to a girl and like her.

muahahahahahaha *snigger**snigger**snigger*

okay dont judge me okay. i need my fair share of entertainment. and who knows who's going to mock my conversations next time (or in the past) and maybe the guy next to me is reading everything and judging me too!

gahhh i'm gng cuooko.

time to get down and dirty... at work

2008-12-09T00:19:00.003+08:00

you know, i agree with zameer. life is good. for now. especially when the economical crisis has yet to really hit. ( it will be next year that would be really critical) so i should kick back and relax while i still can.

but yet, jacyln's got a point too. i want to end the year off with a bang. i want to end my year off with doing something meaningful.

ooh maybe it could be that i ace my tests and my gpa is sky high.

who knows.

ooh crapsticks someone stole my signature look!

gahh

soon, before the big 18 stirkes me.

i need...

2008-12-07T16:38:00.002+08:00

i need more shirts for percom

i need new lace-ups

i need a new belt

i need to get chirstmas presents

i need to start photog assignment 2

i need to study for J2

i need to study for MMP

i need to ace J2

i need to ace MMP

i need to get over and done with J2

i need to get over and done with MMP

i need to start embracing sales

i need to start printing money

i need to have lesser i needs the next time i get back

i need to go get ready before my mama changes her mind not to go shopping now

damn, i'm greedy.

it has been so long

2008-12-03T00:34:00.004+08:00

cleared. of assignments.

but the thing is two ominous(?) tests coming up next week which i have barely any intention of really studying for it. feel like gng shopping instead.

so many things to buy dammit! GAHHHHHHHHHH i'll just faint right now.

i.need.to.meditate.

period.

photography had us treking like town ish, and had meetups with joy becks and even clique (minus joanna) for bryan's bday. lucky you like the polo sial.

we need to meet up more often. things can never get to busy. and i havent had starbucks in a really really really really long time. suddenly, chlorinated water is really in! (inside joke) and so are inside jokes!

W-O-W.

before i completely lose my blogging bug, is there a limit to narcissism? no, seriously? if only i had pictures of myself everyday on the internet.

and if you think i'm talking about you, check your ego. unless you're seriously guilty.

iphone!

2008-11-24T23:37:00.001+08:00

*gasp*

finally.

i survived 10 days. yessssssss.

j2 and mmp to go. crapsticks.

well, modesty is honesty, and honesty is the best policy.

christmas.

2008-11-22T23:32:00.003+08:00

its so unfaaairrr.

why is everyone flying during this period this year! when i'm grounded in singapore. and usually when i'm away during this period previously, everyone is at home.

i'm thankful that i travelled my fill this year alrdy, but why can't our schedules meet?!

gahhhh LOL.

christmas is comingggg.

but before that, bryan's bday.

then, johanna's.

and then sharon's!

imma gna be sooooo broke.

and pictures from a week ago with sharon and phoooon.

you suck

2008-11-22T02:25:00.001+08:00

yes, you suck. you really piss me off.

uh huh, you too.

don't try to hide it, you are guilty too. or not, i havent decided.

its wednesday.

2008-11-19T01:26:00.003+08:00

its wednesday and i have like 3 assignments due next week.

all of which, i have not started.

and pace has had me drained for 2 days straight.

fuck.

saturday and sunday's afternoon will spent productively for sure.

i hope.

sometimes i think not having a phone may be a good thing after all. being uncontactable is quite serene actually. for a change.

photoblog

2008-11-17T02:47:00.003+08:00

havent been blogging for a while coz well, i just dont know what to ~~pen~~ type down.

one school was great, the other, not so much.

TP was fun on wed, and was happy that the class enjoyed the strudel that much.

HI was not so fun, didn't really go with all of my friends, didn't really get to meet that many people, and didn't tour the school.

but i must say, the unmistakable feeling of being back in HI was reassuring.

must cut back on expenses. becoming broke.

ooh and check out my hard work. but bryan toh said that the first 2 looks too post card-ish. and i dont even know whether my teacher will mark them coz i was absent. gahh. i think i was at epic. or the airport.

www.photoblog.com/kohyizhanjustin

another week of school. of which 2 days i must wake up at like 6 fer-reaking am.

fucktards.

OH YA,

and btw, ppl pls give me your contacts all over again when i get a new phone coz some bangladashis took my old, chio red phone that i dropped and aint gna return it to me.

fucktards.

MMP

2008-11-11T11:27:00.002+08:00

they say, BMR will kill you when you are in year 2.

but until then, the prime suspect for my murder goes by the name of MMprin.

and to think i couldnt think of what problems i would have when asked.

well, i'm back. so that's good. the flight there was fantastic, but the flight back was crap

rihanna on repeat

2008-11-04T15:09:00.002+08:00

Rihanna's Disturbia- on repeat.

drown it all out baby, drown it all out.

guess i won't be seeing her and hearing her and rocking to her.

and gasp! dana had ANOTHER (no. 9683 for tdy, the 4th of Nov'08) Bimbo moment.

ask me about it.

"are you blogging on your own blog?"

ZEE-OH-MUH-GOSSHHHHH.

omg so many things to do

2008-11-04T00:20:00.002+08:00

GAHHHHHH, being sick sucks. and damn i had to go to school tdy. i felt bad if i didnt go tdy coz then i will be missing two photogs in a row and thats a big no-no.

did a little craving for the soul today with aircon and discovered many many items of joy.

thank god my pay is coming in tmr.

i'm rambling.

i'll go down with my mom tmr again. *crosses fingers*

and i got to keep myself grounded. i think i can, but i need the help from the people around me too.

exchanges

2008-10-29T01:35:00.000+08:00

i would gladly exchange the randomness for the chills, the pills, and the ills.

anytime.

MM Prin

2008-10-28T10:41:00.000+08:00

MMPrin's getting me a lil worried. not to mention its a e learning subject.

okay, am gng to email my teacher now before the scheduled tutorial tdy and complete everything, whilst practicing my french.

zzz why cant deepavali be like chinese new year and give us 2 days off too? racists, indians and malays only need one day meh?!

here we seirously go again...

overdue picts from ice skating.

2008-10-26T17:32:00.003+08:00

okayyy... overdue picts from ice skating on monday when school was supposed to start but didnt coz we didnt have tutorials for week 1. yay-ness.

only if that would continue for the rest of the term.

alethea! i'm gng to kill you and dana for the dreamy and not dreamy effect caption okay. you know why and i aint gna type it down coz i aint bimbo dana!

but i am considering whether or not to copy and paste from your blog about dana's moments.

school in 2 days. crosses fingers group A!

first day of school

2008-10-22T01:00:00.006+08:00

oh well, SAB .- school's a bitch.

the weather was a killer in the afternoon before lecture, making us all sweat like pigs, but then after tutorial, i froze in the bus worse than i ever did in japan.

and sweat it all out after nydc.

meeting all my classmates again after so long is nostalgic. and the thing is like i dont even know what to say.

i'm stumped.

boo!

zomg engine sch?!

2008-10-20T03:39:00.001+08:00

zomg. i have 9 different lessons in a week.

3 of them arent spent in the business school.

crap.

back from osaka

2008-10-20T02:23:00.002+08:00

school is slated to start tmr, but thankfully there aint no school coz its only one tutorial.

i think. =/

touched down about 10 hours ago and social normality is almost running as per usual. blogs hopped, mail checked (except for the stupid pace's yahoo acct which doesnt allow me to sign in.) and people caught up-ed.

shopping seemed to be the main pirority of this trip to osaka, with little to no sightseeing. LOL now that's my kinda holiday.

slumber on a comfy bed to energise for the next day's escapades.

only thing is, transport is so expensive! coz its free and easy, we navigated through osaka and its outskirts by airport limousine, subways, and one boat ride to kobe.

its so annoying that my mom booked the hotel right opposite Sogo and Daimaru, which is next to Hermes, Dior, Fendi, Chanel and Louis Vuitton. i wanted to walk in and soak up the ambience (i cant afford these as much as i would want to) but only went into LV. ))))):

holidays are a thing of the past till another 17 weeks i think. i want to upload pictures but so, so damn lazy.

if only Singapore has a Hankyu Men's- a 6 floor departmental store dedicated to all the males.

bliss.

i miss 4 dil

2008-10-10T21:01:00.004+08:00

i dont know why, but i just strangely want to graduate from holy high once every... 6 months?

the nostalgia of reading the junior's blogs are killing me. but all i can do is sit here in front of my mac and think of what happened last year, on my last day of school, or the graduating ceremony, or prom.

oh btw, congratulations, batch of sec4's 2008, upon your graduation tonight!

i miss the phototakings, the fun times, the sad times, the annoying times, the fucked up times, and even the studying times. wish i could just turn everything back.

envy is my main emotion now, and i guess having a classroom, not just classmates, makes a difference. it bonds you more because you share the same space and its just our small little corner. our teritory.

the teachers are missed too. everyone of them. bcos without the "not-so-ideal-ones", the "more-ideal-than-others" cant shine.

i think it will still haunt me even on the plane.

and not to mention that my holidays are ending once i get back and its been a year since i graduated from holy high.

i miss all of y'all there.

rihanna's concert

2008-10-09T03:17:00.004+08:00

fuck. all the dreams dashed of trying to catch rihanna gone.

really, this is fuck.

i'm gng to drown myself in Rihanna tonight and not sleep.

le sigh...

i think i can kiss rihanna bye even before bookings open up. guess if its not fated it just isnt lor. pity your friends arent in love with some things that you are. oh wells.

shit REALLY happens.

"your eyes a the nipples of your face."

2008-10-07T10:00:00.002+08:00

suddenly, everyone's leading two virtual lives. one for the public's eyes, and one for the eyes of the selected, or maybe for the private eyes of that one person only...

guess it makes sense, and i just hope eveything falls naturally in place, to my favour. and thats how i like to do things.

ha, i really should start taking care of my eyes now, seeing they are "the nipples on my face!"

muahahahahahaha house bunny was cute, and had a scrpit funnier than i ever expected.

i'm free from work to flyyyyyy!!

but ironically, i miss work. except for one person. heee.

TOD- bye phoneeee.

2008-09-30T20:05:00.002+08:00

approx T.O.D- 5.20pm, 30 september 2008.

thats right, my chio red phone died on me tdy. its drenched and i dont know if its beyond repair... if it is i dont know what other phone to get that would be as chio as this oneeee...

i was thinking of an iphone because, you guessed it, my chio red ipod died on me tdy too. as in the batt died. BUT it said there is no more power when the battery indication bar states otherwise!

if i get an iphone... i wont have anything digital thats reddddd... ))): x1000000000

maybe a blackberry? the bold 9000. although i handle thousand and one of these at work everyday, i have no idea what the actual phone looks like.

maybe a sidekick! LOL.

i know, a red iPhone. watch me.

2 more days of work. ciao!

biting the hand that feeds me

2008-09-24T23:44:00.003+08:00

*updated

~~i'm in a dilemma about the very thing that supports my habits.~~

friday, ~~or tuesday?~~

yeap, NEXT friday. whattheshit, my boss doesnt allow me to quit prematurely beacuse she is swamped with orders but understaffed. crap bitches.

oh well... the Hari Raya Festivities... lets hope it helps past time on my last week there.

and i still have today before my last week comes. ):

i just cant wait to paint the town red when i'm free and then paint japan just before school starts.

and i wna redye my hair!

though there's work tomorrow... i really dont feel like getting up.

and disturbia is on repeat. it accompanied me while waiting for two people.

"its a thief in the night, to come and grab you."

"it can creep up inside, you and consume you."

"a disease of the mind, it can control you"

"i feel like a monster"

ooh-whooooooooooo...

mahjong stayover...

2008-09-14T23:53:00.006+08:00

OMG.

i miss those days where there are actually 4 people around the mahjong table playing a legal game of mahjong.

downside is, we didnt even finish one whole round of dong nan xi bei. stopped at xi i think.

BUT!

it was replaced with cuddling up on the floor with the quilt and pillows playing truth or dare- minus the dare seeing it was 2am in the morning and there was nothing that we could do that was dare-ish.

oh yea in between mahjong we had alot alot alot of pictures form bryan's mac. photobooth has proven once again it is highly addictive.

here's a highly filtered version of all the pictures we took:

so then we just dozed off on the floor, but for some reason i ended up on the bed in the morning.

headed out for breakfast with all of them and met maryse too.

discussed once again about a particular green ball with a shit ass attitude. damn.

i have work in like 9 hours. and i realise the thing that keeps me going through the day is this song from mary poppins:

"In every job that must be done, there is an element of fun."

"You find the fun, and snap! the job's a game."

"And every task you undertake, becomes a piece of cake"

"The joy, the fun, is very clear to see..."

"And a spoonful of sugar helps the medicine go down."

"The medicine go doowwwnn, medicine go down."

so much for being un-jobless

2008-09-10T00:21:00.002+08:00

wtf i think having a job is not very good if your boss is my boss.

ahhhhh whatever, she can go screw herself. seriously.

and honey, just because your dress-ish dress is $500 doesnt make it haute couture you know. and how is it even formal?! zomgggggg GURRRRL.

and if you wna parade around in Chanel all the time, make sure you have more than one? okay maybe not but you need to get something more classic, like a 2.55 or something.

ish, GURRRRRRRRL.

first day at work

2008-09-04T23:59:00.002+08:00

omg i am officially NOT JOBLESS!

and i am staplala!

weapon of choice: stapler. and bullets duh.

lethal move: shoots stapler bullets into your eyes and uses magnets to suck them out. your eyes, not the bullets stupid!

muahahahahaha whoever knew stapling stuff would result in a immobile middle finger and a slight backache?

guess you ppl can say hello to limp wave of the f u finger for quite a while.

sighh... ))):

wohooo!

2008-08-28T12:39:00.001+08:00

the exams are overrrrrr...

fine shut up one day late only what!

heh things to mend my soul.

-hearty meal at Ding Tai Feng

-hearty sleep debt for 16 hours.

what could be better!

throw in shoppping! sigh but i didnt buy anythingggg. )):

MedSoc

2008-08-25T21:49:00.002+08:00

Dear Students of Room BS-26-04-49 taking the Media and Society Paper at 9.30am today,

my deepest apologies if my influenza condition hindered your thought process due to the noise caused by me clearing my nose of nasal mucus.

this apology also extends to all students surrounding me tommorrow in the sports hall for the marketing examination at 9.30am.

Deepest Apologies,

Justin Koh, 1C02.

P.S: examiner of room BS-26-04-49, i'm hygenic thank you very much. I know how to dispose the remains of my nasal muck.

body count, one. two missing corpses have yet to be uncovered.

dear erny.

2008-08-23T01:52:00.006+08:00

Dear Erny,

I've honestly never particularly disliked you. But... that post really triggered a chemical reaction of absurd proportions. I guess.

The post WAS uncalled for, and it was insulting yes, so overeacting was inevitable. Besides, what really blew it for me was the the thought of "what did i ever do to her?!"

So probably it would be best if it all just blows overrrr. Nature taking its own course seems to be the best thing. I guess what i typed was also one of those "i'm-really-pissed-off-coz-I-did-think-it-was-directed-me-hence-i-retaliate" kinda post.

nothing personal dear.

oh right, your blog address. but i sincerely remembered it being only with one 'r' by silverstein. oh well maybe its just a different song.

and damn you Zameer, you took so much outta my mouth.

boo hoo ernniiiieeeeee...

2008-08-21T03:31:00.004+08:00

boo hoo... after all that drama i'm gna just curl up in my lil corner and sulk for 17 mins coz i'm 17.

but call me 7 for ~~retaliating~~ being indie and just clearing up the dust clouds various words of yours may have caused.

gurrrrrlll... here we go.

"connecting with ppl in CMM always have glitches because after all, we are CMM-ers, no? and tht mouthful of initially being a bunch of (1) snotty, (2)intelligent, (3)self-absorbing, (4)top shop-wearing, (5)egoistic (6)brats and all BUT (7)minus the intelligence (8)plus a chunk of fake american accents, (9)weird blogs, and (10)zilch taste in music. with the exception of the minority."

Disclaimer:

because it was stated "a bunch", this person clearly refers to a collective group of people. even though "with the exception of the minority" was added as a final touch, bunch outnumbers minority. therefore am i right to say i am considered that collective group known as "a bunch"?

HELL YEAH.

so... hey ho, lets go!

(1) snotty eh? because i don't walk around with a "full of or covered in nasal mucus", you're saying i'm "showing a superior or conceited attitude". honey, how am i snotty to you if i dont even make contact with you darling. oh no wait, not wanting to interact with inferior subjects makes me snotty i guess. oh well.

(2) intelligent? why thank you, but i guess i should blush and say that you're lying coz if not i'll be what you know as "snotty"

(3) self-absorbing? darling, if you can't get your grammer right, dont even bother. there's only self-absorbed, no self-absorbing.

(4) topshop wearing? i cant. i do topman. no wait, i dont either. balls to you.

(5) egoistic? takes one to know one, and seriously, i think you think we're too egoistic for you coz we bruised your oh so huge ego.

(6) brats! geeez how and who the hell are you to call me a brat, brat! who's the spoilt lil child who whines all day and gets almost whatever he/she wants huh?

(7) minus intelligent? journalism baby, dont refute your own point. it just really makes you look quite dumb.

(8) fake american accents eh? "but like... its sooooo totally like... i cant freaking like, stand them. like totally!" even without YOUR accent, styles of the american are so, so evident.

(9) weird blogs! ha, look who's talking dearie. your link says it alllllll doesnt it, baby!

(10) zilch taste in music. "boo-hoo-i-like-Rihanna-but-shes-oh-so-mainstream-so-you-cant-like-her-but-shes-hot..." enlighten me, wise music maker. oh wait, you're tone deaf i forgot.

so there we have it. the 7 10 things i hate about you. (omg miley is so indie my music taste is sooooo not zilch puh-lease!) all written by the wise indie-nious one.

sorry to say, i have lots of respect for those truly indie at heart, mind and soul. which soooo does not like, include, like, you!

"that's not my, name!"

updates!

2008-08-18T00:32:00.002+08:00

omg hello world! i havent been able to blog coz stupipd blogger decided to mix up my gmail account with blogging account, resulting in me not able to blog. and i was this close to writing a complain letter to gmail.

exams in a week. thats all i have to say.

oh well the weeks stressful and all but life still goes on.

gah all the things i wna blog about all gone coz its been so looong. will get back to it when i can remember. :D

Why So ~~Serious~~ Bitchy, Inspector?

080808

2008-08-08T17:29:00.001+08:00

its like 080808. so i HAVE to blog.

yeap.

Miley looks good in the 7 things i hate about you video. suprisingly.

and its quite sad coz i know what i personally would do to make the song have a lil more meaning.

like dont change the 7 things i like from the 7 things i hate about you. just only change the hate to like.

that way, its contridictive, but at the same time i think it carries more meaning.

listen to the song while reading the lyrics. maybe you will get what i mean.

totally random. and indie. and weird-ish.

Olympics Beijing, 2008.

GG-fied coz hairbands bundled together with breakfast at macs is ~~da bomb~~ COOL.

sure auntie O. ((:

hell holes.

2008-08-05T13:39:00.001+08:00

i just freaking need to get out of this hell hole like wtf luh.

i'm bored, i'm hungry, i'm tired, and above all, i'm annoyed.

i cant wait for shopping later.

i just cross my fingers that it does not dissapoint.

marketing presentation

2008-07-30T00:22:00.003+08:00

i guess marketing went all good even with only like one and a half dry runs.

but lets just say the day wasnt all that good to begin with.

the saviour?

ADI DASSLER!

and isetan. lol

i just can't stand what i posted to always greet people. maybe i'm just not very proud of the story i told.

"i'm a genie in a bottle, you got to rub me the right way"

duh, i can make your wish come true.

"answer me if you can hear me"

lovey dovey

2008-07-26T01:20:00.004+08:00

i just realised i go to this particular blog like almost everyday just so i can read what that person types.

the content? mundane shit of whatever that person does everyday with inserts of lovey dovey shizz to her ~~boyfriend/girlfriend/dar dar/dear dear~~ laogongzzzzzz/laopozzzzz.

it is soooo good it makes me want to barf till i regain my phobia for food.

jealous of them?

HELL YEAH!

oh and, it just might be one of them made up stories by the other me so... take it with a ~~pinch~~ jar of salt!

on another note...

maybe it would be wise if i just followed suit.

random thoughts

2008-07-23T01:03:00.002+08:00

i cant stand people with the shirt "too busy to fcuk" coz seriously, no one is queueing up to fcuk you.

you know that there are too many foreign workers in spore when just in one train carraige you have like 5 china workers talking damn loudly on the phone.

how i can be sad when i hear dont stop the music brings me down is not really beyond me.

and that projects are catching up with the times.

bloody hell. )):

STM

2008-07-20T02:38:00.002+08:00

omgwtfbbq is always followed after omgzloser...

so says alethea the great.

random, i know.

but so, so true.

i wanted to type a whole truck load of stuff, but i cant. coz i cant remember. which is totally a bummer.

damn it was something about school. no wait, something about school work. no no, almost there. something about projects i think.

oh yeah, they're sucking the life outta us.

~~how could i forget?~~ of course, it was wiped out before i could access it but i went to check the recycled bin for assistance.

cui...

2008-07-16T00:51:00.001+08:00

i am just...

cui.

and justin above all that.

shoot oop!

fine, see if i care gayshit.

fuck you.

seriously.

goodbye my lover, goodbye my friend

2008-07-13T22:42:00.004+08:00

i guess this is goodbye.

history repeats itself.

I Will Not Let This Happen.

i will not give up.

I think I just have.

TTFN

tata for now. -alethea

or...

au revoir pour jamais?

sighhhhhh...

survey

2008-07-06T14:59:00.002+08:00

gagagagagahhhh

help me fill this up pretty pleaseeeee. (((:

click here.

thank youuuuuu. ((:

i love winnie tan

2008-07-02T23:25:00.002+08:00

oh gosh i tell you tdy was one of the funniest tutorials of all time!

and it took place in MEDSOC tutorial. where what we talk about is very like deep, which is like a sleeping pill.

but tdy, i swear i didnt mean what it sounded like.

you see, winnie tan said she didnt like korean men or japenese men.

so i said, "huh why? too small for you ah?"

I SWEAR I MEANT LIKE THEY ARE GENERALLY SMALLER BUILT.

REALLY!

i cant help it if it sounded like there was a sexual innuendo for it?!

well, this among other things made our first FULL medsoc tutorial (we always end early) DAMN HELLUVA FUNNNNN.

heh and wanted was nice. very nice.

in bryan's words wanted is like a vulgar version of Adam Khoo.

and if you want to say fuck the nonchalant yen way, you ought to make this your mary poppins and sing to every line of the movie.

besides that, angie jolie is hawt. you have got to catch it to agree with me. serious.

"so what are you doing with your fucking life?"

ooh and some ppl like morgan freeman should NEVER utter the word fuck.

aint working for him at all.

not a good day

2008-07-01T23:29:00.002+08:00

i swear today's 'qi' is just wrong for me.

tdy is not a very good day. but thats the thing see, i dont have like a particular incident to back up the fact that today is just not good.

its a series of events. everything from feeling uncomfortable, to being crankly crazy tdy, to being stressed-ish, to being tired.

my hand's freaking tired from all the typing i swear. i'm literally typing with like 3 fingers. fuck.

hands shivering too.

fuck this shit.

though pacesetters was good-ish. and like i donned the blazer for like 20 mins thts all.

holy crap.

house to myself!

2008-06-23T05:37:00.001+08:00

zomg!

three quarter of my family who stays with me is like all at the airport alrdy and i've got the whole freaking house to myself!

wait, am i dreaming?

nah uh, it hurts bitch!

((((:

random stuffs

2008-06-18T05:05:00.002+08:00

is it me, or is it really heating up here AGAIN in spore? dammit if only i can get the chilly breeze i could get back in perth...

and i seriously think its time for pictures. my blog is so monotomous.

zomg i realised i missed the whole 4 dil atmosphere so much. dont get me wrong i dont miss the 4 dil peeps coz i'm gna be seeing them on sunday anyways.

the noise, the laughter, the fun, the mocking. i could just never get enough of it. thrills and spills every other day.

school's starting in a week and the whole family will be out from mon to wed. i need ppl to come and chill over yo. self invites are welcomed!

i dont wna go to school so bad i want to go to school.

back from perth!

2008-06-17T02:12:00.002+08:00

its been awhile, but i'm back from perth!

yay trip was funfunfun. food was great, company was great, visiting was ~~not so~~ great, the wine was great, the chocolate and candy was great, the whale watching was great, the shopping was great, the weather was great and the laughs were great!

overall, damn fun.

hence i shant spoil the post by bitching about SIA. all the brain cells gone into drafting that post on the plane is now officially dead.

zomg the wine i tell you. the wine!

i will miss perth's 20 degree celcius temps and the alcohol...

i wna go back in november!

FIRST BLOOOOOOD!

2008-06-03T23:13:00.000+08:00

FINALLY!

i just took frist blood in the all-so-fantastic-whatever-so-not-true-this-year-yada-yada GREAT SINGAPORE SALE!!!

muahahahaha i at long last got my Onitsuka Tigerssss. altough i spotted an adidas pair first. but i bought the former coz like its nicer and the difference is like what, 6 bucks?

ONITSUKA IT IS!

:DDDDDDD

happy happy happyyyy.